Pipeline Surf Point

I’m 27 and ever since I was 12, music has been my purpose in life. It’s always been so easy to write music and I’ve always loved everything I wrote. Now I just pick up my guitar, pluck out a few ineffectual notes and get depressed about not even caring enough. I’ve really let my skills slip. I’m in my studio right now staring at my keyboard, guitars, amps, audio equipment and stuff and I just don’t care. I mean, I DO care, but not enough to even try. I keep reaching to my right and hitting a few keys and then I go back to surfing the net as the depression begins to well up.
What do you do when you no longer care to even write?

me and four other guys are planning on going to california for four days and we have never been surfing before so we want to try it out while we are there. we are going down in a van and plan to sleep in it at night, would it be cheaper to buy a board if we are going to use it for four days or would it be cheaper to rent it, where should we go since we are beginners and where should we park our van to sleep?

Can anyone help me? My PC found a virus called trojan.downloader, trojan.agent and trojan.vb, all of which it has quarantined and removed the virus, however my PC is still acting strange. I hear constant clicking going on when I’m not even on a webpage. It’s the same clicking you hear when you click on links on a site. When I do surf the net, audio files begin out of nowhere, sometimes incohearent like a scrambled metal song, to audio clips from movie quotes to advertisement it doesn’t usally last long, but happens very frequent. It’s driving me insane. I have run a virus scan everyday and it doesn’t find anything. I bought a new router which has a firewall built in, I’m using Windows defender. I am running Win XP BTW. Does anyone here have any suggestions, I’m going mad! I feel like it’s a hacker because some of the audio files that play, coincide with what I was searching on the net for. Removal tools would be a great help.
Keeping my fingers crossed!

This is a windows vista system that was donated to my kids from the school. We really need to have the sounds because there is no data that is printed for the deaf, I don’t know how they surf the web. Please help.